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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I'm getting a tad frustrated.. sigh. i dunno if i'm the only one not really settling into my placement yet.
I mean the other intern student is nice, and the ppl there.. hmm. tho i dun und their talk and jokes stimes (cos most are well into their 30s and 40s and have families and all), they are nice people.
But the agency's goals and focus aren't wad i'm looking for. The work they do.. the work tt's assigned to us. they are do-able, i can well and okay perform them well. but there's no challenge, or kick, or even the motivation for me to want to go all out.
Wad i'm finding frustrating is the fact that it seems that the ppl i have been talking to, and trying to express how i feel about it all... is just not getting it. give it a chance... see how things go... i'm sure you can still learn stuff i mean am i not well and capable to decide that for myself? and i'm the one immersed in the placement.
Granted, it's only a few days into the placement. But i have been given the workload to accomplish for my time there already.. and it is ..... Ah well... so i just console myself.. oh yeah. i can surely learn something. and glean something. i mean there's little i can do abt it. The balloting system for placement was screwed up.. which mean a number of us dint get our first choices.. my appeal to the dept has remained ignored. arghz. i mean, honestly, who is doing the placement in the first place?
I dun think i'll go into why this placement is so important to me. Cos i mean, wad's the f*cking point really? And i need to go to work soon. bye.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 10:45 AM ~*~ |
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