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Friday, October 28, 2005
the diary of a blooming housewife
Ever since i made the move to my cousin's place, I have:
Day 1:
- went to Vista Point(read: small-scale shopping centre near couz's place) 3 times on the same day alone to shop for groceries, toiletries and essentials.
- spent rest of day reading mag and watching a lil TV.
- cooked dinner of cai xin fried with mushrooms, chicken cubes cooked in black soya sauce and fish ball soup cooked with chicken stock and golden mushrooms.
- dessert of cut strawberries.
- wash up.
- walked to Vista Point with couz and had another dessert of chendol.
Day 2: - cooked lunch of fish porridge with ginger slices and my fave parsley, under the guiding eye of couz.
- 3rd sis arrived..*yippee* went out studyin after lunch.
- spent day cleaning out kitchen cabinet, drying and draining household ware, tidying a portion of couz's wardrobe.
- prepared tea of grilled honey-baked-ham-and-melted-cheese sandwich, 5 peanut butter cookies and orange juice for myself.
- cooked dinner of cai xin with carrots, steamed fish marinated with sesame oil, hua tiao wine, light soya sauce, ground pepper, garlic topped with mushrooms and tomato slices, cooked a small omelette for sis.
- cut strawberries and apples for dessert.
- wash up.
Day 3(today): - prepared breakfast of grilled sandwiches of honey baked ham, cheese and tomatoes with fresh milk for sis, couz and me.
- met Cat for lunch. sakae.
- went to NTUC to pick up groceries for dinner tonite.
- grilled dory fish fillet with all the dressings, grilled fish tofu, stir fried broccoli with leftover fish tofu.
- a piece of guava each after dinner with compliments from my couz's tenant.
- wash up.
- did laundry for sis and me.
ok is this sounding like a blooming old boring regular housewife or what? and the results? i could have gained weight from all the food im indulging in, and my face is breaking out again*sobs* from all the frying in front of the kitchen stove, and my poor hands are becoming parched and dry from all the washing and cleaning. early X'mas gifts of SKII and hand cream would be appreciated!!!*just joking* till the blooming housewife writes again.. ciao.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 11:34 PM ~*~ |
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
sore eyes and mucus
i'm typing this from my cousin's house, staying here for a few days sposedly to think of how the hell to pick up the pieces again.
i wound up sitting on the kitchen floor and crying next to the rubbish chute at home after a nasty quaarel with my sis and feeling a wave of utter desperation sweep over me in which i was grasping at straws trying to think who i am, what the hell has gotten over me. till my cousin came over and found me grungy, dirty, oily from cooking dinner and in a mess of tears and mucus. and hustled me to her house. my mum didn't even ask why.
actually i dun even know whether the move to my cousin's place is a good move, cos im already missing my comfy bed and neat desk at hm, and the comfort of just being home. maybe i should just have sth to do so i can stop screwing up my life.
right now, i dun even know where is home. dun wanna go anywhere at all. dun wanna stay with my family, dun wanna stay with my cousin, dun wanna stay with anyone at all, not even myself. people hurt me, people dun give a damn about me, and basically im either too affected or too couldn't-care-less about ppl. u see i dun even know who i am anymore.
right now, i'll do well with ppl stop asking why and what questions. stop reading stuff i dun wanna read, stop reading abt why some ppl are happy and i'm not. im sounding incredibly selfish but i dun give a damn anymore.
maybe i shd just go hang up the wet bedsheet fresh from cleaning, take a bath and go out to ntuc awhile to pick up some stuff. and maybe think abt cleaning up my cousin's room a little to store my¤h stuff. anything to keep me from thinking what i dun wanna think abt, what is causing all these feelings of loneliness and desperation at all. maybe i shd take a nap b4 doing all these. im just too tired...
Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:57 PM ~*~ |
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Monday, October 24, 2005
another change?
i was actually thinking of changing a new blog but am too lazy to pass out new addr all over again plus i mite get grievances from some of yall.. heh.
after attempting to change to a white bkgd(i decided to stick to black in the end, cos i realised my past entries in lighter colors would cause eyes to be sore), and playing around with my new ArcSoft PhotoStudio(oh it's a wonderful software that belongs to my sis, it's a much better version to Adobe Photoshop, i just collage my photos with one click..see the changes i made around my blog) and good old Photobucket, i came up with this. if yall have any cool blackground in black, pls pass them along. thanks.
too much has happened in the past weeks, hence the absence of me here...rite now, i just wanna deal with it and move on, so i'll appreciate it lots if yall dun keep asking why and what ques.. at the same time, i also wanna thank those who have been so concerned for me.. you know who you are.. thanks a bunch dears..
if i start sounding muddled again, pls forgive me. anw this thgie is only a reflection of half of what goes thru me.. so not v alive too.. but i'll try to update all with lil anecdotes and boring bits of my daily life..
right now, i wanna sleep liao. gotta wake up later at 5am to prep lunch for my sis to takeaway for work. actually it'll just be reheating last nite's dinner since there'a alot of leftovers. heh. but i'm gonna try cook next week.. so await for my updates.. take care all in the meantime:)
Shu Ling Estrella @ 2:45 AM ~*~ |
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