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Sunday, May 27, 2007
hmmm.. somehow i think i should be worried about my results? or care more? in truth maybe deep down i still do.. still am competitive by nature, but this time round, i ceased to think about my results beyond a day.
till of cos, when my frens start talking or blogging about it or msn-nicking it. hmmm...
well. i did set some goals for myself.. to hit minimum Bs this semester. i knew i wasn't a A-scholar. though i did hope in the secretest part of my heart for one for the work i put in this sem. budden i jus went by my goals..
So when i got back my results, my feelings were at first a mixture of happiness coupled with relief. cos i didn't score a D.. i was soooo worried, cos i had been scoring at the rate of 1 D for the past 3 semesters, i was so so happy when i dint see the dreaded D in my results slip this sem, that i almost forgotten my disappointment that for all the work i put in, i hadnt a A in the slip, and i didn't even hit all Bs, which was my initial goals. The results did improve from last sem-it was definitely my 2nd best semester after yr2 sem1, and i was happy. The disappointment that bit in later was only momentary then.
I guess it also helps that i am far too tired to think too much abt the results as well. and i had alot of other stuff on my mind as well, esp my placement, to really pay more attention to the grades. in fact, i even thought of giving myself a self-congratulatory gift for the results, though i know it doesn't seem fantastic in many's eyes, when i had more money, wahaha. i am just thankful. =)
Shu Ling Estrella @ 1:04 AM ~*~ |
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