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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Sian before Exams
This is a pretty strange semester to me. I'm already super sian before the exams. It's like right now, exams is a ritual for me to go through and put yet another full stop to yet another semester at NUS. I just can't wait for it to be over. So i can do my usual filing away of the notes of the semester, clean up my room, and say hi to some fun with my frenz.
It could really be due to the fact that this semester had been one of the busiest semesters i have had in NUS so far.. The crazy mountain of projects and tutorial preparations and presentations, the weekly meetings with project mates, which leaves me with absolutely no break during the week. It was just a methodical chasing of deadlines except that there were MORE deadlines this semester. I was so stressed out i broke down more than a few times, working through the nitez, and having moments of tension with my project mates. Maybe my threshold of stress was all spent throughout the semester, such that I'm so drained now that i have no capacity left to be stressed for the exams.
And yet i'm really proud of what i had done for my academic work this semester.. The hard work has paid off for some modules.. the results are showing, and despite some tension at times, i pulled through with my project mates.. and still managed to fill up the remaining time i have with outings and hanging-outs with my buddies. I had work and fun, so it was a pretty fulfilling semester all around. And finally it is culminating to these remaining 5 papers which will determine the way my grade will go.. I am not even that super prepared for the exams admittedly, but i'm already tired and wishing it'll be over.
Sighz... come quick 2nd May.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 10:08 PM ~*~ |
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