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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Memories + Sian-ness
was just scanning through some of my older blog entries...
The emotions then, the innocence and naivete, the intensity of feelings... they seem like a million light years ago but in reality only 2 years back.
the changes... the thinking... the people.
ahhh.. memories, how i embrace u.
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i'm just feeling sian again. haiz. it jus sucks to be in this position and the other party knows exactly how this position feels and there's nothing that can be done about it.
It's that kind of flitting from semi-happiness to sian-ness to wanting to be always-there-for-the-person over and over, depending on the person's reaction to you.
Humans are cheap, really fan(4) jian(4)... always seeking for comfort and looking for happiness in all the wrong places.
F.U.C.K.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 2:44 AM ~*~ |
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