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Thursday, November 09, 2006
ouch. it's that time of the month again. except this time it's quite overdue... making the pain double of what it usually is.
countdown only abt 10odd days to my 1st exam paper.. and i'm still stuck.. not knowing how and when to start.. procrastination yes, i have indulged in far too many distractions that gave me the excuse not to get started on the task at hand.
Rearranging my room again in an attempt to create the 'perfect' study mood.. retail therapy with cat babe yest.. and some on-off SSWS stuff.. ahhhh.. my revision is going nowhere.
in fact, the sudden filling-up of study areas in the Central library by zealous and dilligent students have failed to motivate me much either..
focus gal. u can do it. after all, i did NOT want to waste my extra year.
perhaps the study date tmr with sha will start me off.
abt 18 more days. 4 modules. effectively abt 4 days per module.. ooh.. not much time...
on another hand, i was reading this blog which was linked from cat babe's blog.. someone called titania. her melodious, emotional writing stirred the literary strings in my soul once again. the literary part that i thought i had long lost since i stopped studying literature. her entries read beautifully to me.. and sent me into the memories of solitude i have missed so much.. the times where time was an abundance in my hands, and i had much for self-reflection and thoughts. how i miss those times, even as i embraced the new mode in my life.
which leads me to think.. are literary souls always a lone-ranger bunch preferred to be immersed in their own solitude?
Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:37 AM ~*~ |
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