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Thursday, November 10, 2005
Oh My.....
i'm having the cramps. tired. lethargic. and slept abt my noon away.
had a simple self-made dinner of grilled fish and garlic and stir-fried broccoli with button mushrooms.
watching "Frog Prince" on TV.
typing on my often-neglected blog.
playing with my beautiful new iPod Video. the one i sold my still-new iPod Color to flo dear to get. ok i'm not crazy. i'm just ermm... crazy over tech gadgets.
phrases from the novel "Prozac Nation" recommended by cat haunting me ever since i turned the first page. and i'm only 10-odd pgs into the novel.
tired. lethargic.
actually this week has been ok cos i have been preoccupied with activities. helped my cousin out with relief-teaching at kindergarten on Mon and Tues(exhausting man, those kids, but had a few favourites amongst the kids--can hear grace tsking at me), had a fantastic Tues evening with grace, spent Wed out too. today was the first time i dint hv sth to do, or a place to go. and though i kept myself occupied with cooking and reading, still a a little lost. like now. but i do hate going out or being out. zaps too much energy. aiya dunno la. i guess i'm still a lil directionless. or maybe its PMS. i wanna my Ben & Jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice-cream, where there is still about 2/3 tub in the freezer but wondering if it's good for my tummy.
tired. lethargic. directionless.
but i have decided to fight this on my own willpower. don't wanna medication to cloud my already-lost mind. dun wanna useless talks of tomorrow-will-be-a-better-day kind of optimism. i will fight it. Just await.
to rod stewert who left a comment in my previous entry, thank you, but who are you? and how did u come upon my blog? or is it someone I know who left a quote?
Shu Ling Estrella @ 7:31 PM ~*~ |
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