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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
regrets. what an easy way to slip into this realm and what a hateful word it is.
i shun blame anyone but myself for the poor results. for pulling my already-low CAP even lower with the disgusting results of this semester. and i shd have considered that i would be regretting and bearing the consequences of it and pushed myself to study harder during the exams.
and i succumbed to lack of motivation and undue distractions. and so i should not even be given the right to regret now. and suffer the consequences now.
try harder next sem. results aren't everything. don't be too bothered. oh how easy these words of comfort come and how difficult it is to follow them.
why did i... if only... what if... useless useless useless considerations at this point.
and yet i know i must move on. and leave the shadows of a disgusting semester behind. and draw lessons from the laziness of yesterdays.
and move on gal. i know u can do it. u should remember how being so bothered by exams and results led you to in your relationships with others.
but the problem is, i do give a damn about the results. NOW. and its too late.
the pass with merit seemed even further of reach now. and while my mind will slowly focus towards planning the next semester's modules with greater care and calculate grade point averages to salvage my poor score, let me sink into regret for a moment and let it be a lesson to my weak character.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:42 PM ~*~ |
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