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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
listen, or shut up
i'm fat.
or rather i shd say im big-sized.
like i have ever been thin b4. but this is quite serious. cos i have gained like 10kg since i entered uni.
when my cousin came yesterday and said "oh my goodness, what shock have u gone thru? i tot u were ur sis grown thinner!", i know i have to do sth.
its qu bad la. cos in the past, at least i cud fit into the largest sizes at nice boutiques. now i'm bursting like a dumpling in them. and my jeans and pants start getting tighter and tighter.
and its no joke on the wallet when i have to keep buying to replace. and spore dun exactly provide many clothes for big gals either. its either they do, and they look v ah-soh, or they come at hefty prices. for instance, a pair of jeans for the big sizes at dorothy perkins cost 80bucks. when my slim frens cud easily get a nice and cheap pair for 30bucks or under. its almost like they are punishing u, telling u, "u gotta pay for ur size. else lose tt fat if u wanna spend less".
i know there may be some ppl who may be disgusted at the obsessiveness abt weight. but whichever size one is at, i believe it is an issue with all. just how hefty u rate ur prob on the scale.
like any big-sized gal i guess, i long for a day when i can fit into nice clothes. have a nice variety of clothes to choose from. rather than be limited by my choices. and wallet. cos i cant afford that 200-buck dress that is made for a big gal.
to my fellow frens sharing the same views as me, u und where i'm coming from? lets work to losing tt baggage k.
to ppl who cant und still, forget it la. i shan't even want to brg out the whole drill abt the pot-calling-the-kettle-black anymore.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 1:34 AM ~*~ |
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