Friday, May 27, 2005

being freer..

a close friend of mine whom i met 2 days ago commented, as we were talking about wad have been happening to us, that i look freer and happier, compared to my worn-out state in the past. she was sharing with me her woes on a close friend of hers, which i can only relate too well. (gal, stimes we are just too similar in our experiences huh.. rest assured tt i dun thk u r whiny or taking up my time rambling at all..hugs) and even as i hear her speak, i see an old me who gave myself too much emotional baggage on worthless things, things i shd hv better spent my time on. maybe thats why as time goes by, i just become warier of handing out my heart too readily, even though i dunno if i have gotten out of that or not. frens tell me i am always too willing to give my heart out to ppl who may not be able to give me wad i want, and hence i suffer. and now i am starting to see why. which was why as i was talking to another friend today on the issue of relationships, i see no more "tong hua".

dunno whether i'm reaching the stage where materialism is mattering more and more to me and seems more hardy and stable than any other thg i see. but right now, at least i know wad i want is stability. in the past, i dun even know or care wad i want whilst giving my heart and soul and spirit readily and blindly out. and ouch! wat lessons learnt.

"Rich Girl"(edited)

If I was a Rich Girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know


If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
I'd get me four Harajuku girls toInspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked,
I'd give them names
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know


[EVE:]
Come together all over the world
From the hoods to Japan
Harajuku girls
What?
It's all love
What?
Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter)
What?
Come together all over the world
From the hood to Japan
Harajuku girls
What?
It's all the love
What?
Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter)
What happened to my life?
Turned up side down
Chicks dat blew ya mind, ding, it's the second round
Original track and ting
You know you can't buy these things

See Stefani and her L.A.M.B
I rock the fetish people you know who I am

Yes ma'am, we got the style that's wicked
I hope you can all keep up
We climbed all the way from the bottom to the top
now we ain't gettin' nothing but love

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world,
if I was a wealthy girl


Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:04 AM ~*~ |

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