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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
FUCK.
i cant believe i wanna cry for her.
when will i learn to stop being a weakling?
hands down to the creator of this word. most apt when cold hatred and hot anger pulses thru ur blood.
however it is not satisfying enough.
fucking na beh chao ji bye(a phrase i learnt from an old colleague)
if only there isnt a twist of heart-wrenching pain running along with cold hatred and hot anger.
no i shall not sink to her level.
i shall just indulge in my newfound freedom of speech and for the first time in these fucking couple years, think of all the forms of torture i wud love to inflict man.
why have i ever bothered to think of you miss you wish you well defend you before my friends when you so coldly turned on what we had with such piercing words?you make me cry.you make me hate.
actually why shd i even bother anymore? totally unworth of my time.
but hate is actually purging.
FUCK. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK
Shu Ling Estrella @ 5:10 AM ~*~ |
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