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Thursday, August 09, 2007
Bye.
I have moved to:
http://sweetlingeringfantasies.blogspot.com
This blog will be purely dedicated to the superficial going-ons about my daily life=)
For my blog on thoughts and reflections and personal rantings, it will only be handed out to privileged few.. you could request for it but subject to approval. muahahaha.. evil grinz.
bye all.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 1:24 AM ~*~ |
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Monday, July 30, 2007
=B-R-E-A-K=
I need a little vacation.
For now, it is back to good ol' "Dear diary"...
Tada...
xoxoxo
Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:12 PM ~*~ |
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
personality test!
Shu Ling Estrella @ 11:49 PM ~*~ |
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IQ test!
Shu Ling Estrella @ 11:38 PM ~*~ |
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
a talk over lovely haagen dazs ice-cream with von dearie abt friendships and relationships led me to realise more the importance of self-care.
it comes to a point in time when your friends become fewer and fewer and your need for companionship increases with age.
it comes to a point when u realise that if u dun care for yourself, you'll be the only one hurt in the end. over and over. again and again.
i have been more blessed in the aspect that cos i built up and valued the importance of my individual friendships with my friends, i had always had someone to turn to. or vice versa.
but as i grow older, i also stopped entertaining the fantasy of "friends forever".. i valued my friendships, all my sustaining ones, long ones, short ones. i also welcome new friendships in my life. but i stop thinking that friends are forever. or rather i temper that notion by reminding myself of the stages of life each human had to go through. times when your friends are abundant. times when your friends become lesser with age. times when you realise you are very much alone.
because i know if i dun take care of myself, i would be sucked dry.
it also comes to a point when i start to comprehend the meaning of relationship intertwining with companionship, not love.
there are times u r so hurt, so disillusioned with friendships that you start looking to be with someone just so u have a pillar. and i am starting to comprehend and understand the people who do.
depsite all these realisations, what i'm grateful for is, as many of u consensus upon, that i have not grown to be more cynical and bitter because of all these. i am still very much the me i was when i was younger, in terms of certain values and dreams being still very grounded with me.
and i'm glad. i dun wish to lose the spark in me. so i can continue to illuminate the lives of those which have darkened and whom i care about.
big HUGZ for vonnie=) can't wait to see ya again on sat!
Shu Ling Estrella @ 10:55 AM ~*~ |
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Monday, July 16, 2007
The peace... is like a morning after a night of storm..
I did some thing i am proud of today... something that i can say lifted a huge burden off my mind.
and i cun have done it without the usual supporters.
HUGZ
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Touched.
It's one of the most magical feelings in the world, as i told a dear friend tonight.
I treasure each moment i feel touched, more so for the past 2 weeks, which have alternated between simple joys and hellish moments.
the feeling is like the light at the end of the tunnel.
Remember the next moment you are touched, wun ya? =)
Shu Ling Estrella @ 12:25 AM ~*~ |
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Saturday, July 14, 2007
Rejuvenated
I realise that the human, though flawed, can be really resilient when the inner strength is called for.
The morning air in the park helped to clear my clouded head loads.
i am ready to begin again.
And i promise to put more focus on self-care.
Thanks to all friends who have kept me company, either to distract or to chastise.
Love yall.
=) Ling
Shu Ling Estrella @ 10:04 PM ~*~ |
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Friday, July 13, 2007
i should have known.
i am such a self-absorbed freak manz. i almost want to hit myself on the head and say "get out of your self-absorption!"
well at least i can get on with my pathetic little life right now.
seriously.
Shu Ling Estrella @ 4:45 AM ~*~ |
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